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Lammas is named in honor of the filk song, Lammas Night. It's the story of a young magic user, who takes a position as the town wizard, in a town when the wizard had died mysteriously. But the wizard is haunting his former residence, and the young mage must decide how to handle the situation. This song inspired an entire book of stories, In Celebration of Lammas Night, where various authors give their take on this tale. In Celebration of Lammas Night cover art

Lammas Night
Lyrics by Mercedes Lackey / Music by Leslie Fish

A waning moon conceals her face
Behind a scudding wind-torn cloud.
She wraps herself in its embrace
As in a tattered cloak.
The wind is wailing in the trees.
Their limbs are warped and bent and bowed.
I stand within my circle now
To deal with what I woke.

a wind-torn shroud

a shadow cloak

so bleak and cowed

I wake--I see but not yet free
A wanderer of wizard kind
I was, until a month ago
The headman of this village came
And begged that I should stay.
"For since our wizard died," he said
"And why he died we do not know--
We have no one to weave us spells
And keep the Dark at bay"

so well I know

so cold and fey

so long ago!

the dark, so deep: so cold the sleep
"His house and books are yours, milady,
If you choose but to remain."
His offer was too tempting
To be lightly set aside
I'd wearied of my travel, being
Plaything of the sun and rain--
This was the chance I'd hoped for--
And I said that I would bide.

remembered pain

remembered pride

choose to remain--

I hope--I pray--and you must stay
Perhaps if I had been a man,
And not a maid, perhaps if I
Had been less lonely, less alone,
Or less of magic folk--
Whatever weakness was in me,
Or for whatever reason why
Something slept within that house
That my own presence woke.



the spell-bound broke

my reason why

You dream so much--I try to touch
A half-seen shadow courted me,
Stirred close at hand or by my side.
It left a lover's token--one
Fresh blossom on my plate.
I woke to danger--knew the young
Magician still to earth was tied--
And tied to me--and I must act.
Or I might share his fate.

to bid you bide

a fragrant bait

for freedom cried

I need your aid, be not afraid
I found a spell for banishment--
The page then turned--and not by me!
The next spell differed by one word,
A few strokes of a pen.
The first one I had seen before,
The spell to set a spirit free;
The second let the mage-born dead
Take flesh and live again!

look now and see

and read again

so I will be

one spell and then I live again
Now both these spells were equal
In their risk to body and to soul.
And both these spells demanded
They be cast on Lammas Night.
And both these spells of spirit
And of caster took an equal toll,
But nowhere is it writ
That either spell is of the Light

I shall be whole

the darkest night

task to the soul

to live and see to touch, to be
Can it be wise to risk the anger
Of the gods in such a task?
Yet who am I to judge of who
Should live and who should die?
Does love or duty call him?
Is his kindness to me all a mask?
And could I trust his answer
If I dared to ask him "Why?"

yet I must ask

don't let me die--

take up the task

give all your trust--my will you must
So now I stand within the circle
I have drawn upon the floor--
I have no further answer if
This spirit's friend or foe
No god-sign has been granted me,
Though I have prayed full often, nor
Can I this moment answer if
I'll tell him "Come" or "Go."

the open door

nor can you know




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